Hate Is A Strong Word

Flying high
Popped Balloon
Dream in colour
Black and White
Search me
Hiding deep
Curse
Ruined
Salted - Water
Running down
Slash it red
Tear me down
Peek
Through glass
Green eyes
Mine
Will you
Or Will I?
Please
Tear Me Down
Or
Build Me Up
Don't Leave Me
Hanging
Upside Down
Like I am
Floating
Incoherently
Flip Me
Gently
This is it
You
On my cloud
In the sky
Upside down
High
Flying
High
Side with me
Red - As you
Platonically
Embracing
Me
Her
Raven in the night
I
Light as the sun

I Rock Everyone's Socks But My Own.

I finally found my grad invitation. In my locker. At school, on Wednesday. I was cleaning my friend's locker [another friend and I taped his locker. His whooole locker for April fools. But there had been glue on his locker for 2 weeks and it was disgusting], and I decided to look for the invite in my locker, which is right next to the dirty one. And I found it!!

Today, I got one of those huge slurpees. I used to be able to drink/eat those in 30 minutes. I've been working on this one for over an hour. It's a good thing though. Cause I used to gain weight like crazy because I ate more than I needed to. I didn't know when I wasn't hungry anymore. Weird.

I also discovered today that I can do wonders with black mascara and the tiniest line of liquid black eye-liner at the corner of my eye. Therefore, I am adopting it as my new school makeup. It's pretty damn natural if you ask me. I like it better that way. A few months ago, I was way too worried about what people thought I looked like and wore way too much eyeliner. I don't see the point now. I look fine with just mascara and barely any eyeliner. Actually, I like me with less makeup. Or just not dark makeup. It's trying too hard, and I look better without all of it anyways.

Spring break is almost over. I don't really want to go back to school, but I'll have to. I miss everyone anyways. And I want to wear my spring clothes :P.

It's so nice outside today. The sun's out. I washed my sheets and all today. They're outside catching some rays right now. They're gonna smell so good...Like spring. There's still snow, too. They're gonna smell like spring and winter. :}


It smells like spring outside today. I love it. It's as if we're fish in an aquarium, and the water's finally been changed. Except that the water is air. This time of year is the best to use the phrase "breath of fresh air".

I love spring so much. Spring. Season of loveee! :P

I can't wait until the snow is all gone. Then it will really be spring. Not too warm, not too cold.

*Sigh* I love spring.

Well. I'm gonna go do something.

[We rented movies. I wanted to see 'Bobby' SO bad. But of course, they didn't have it. GAHD :P]

When He Leaves...

, Strangely feeling like the end of my world is approaching fast.
The only reason I can stand to keep going [on with my life/to school/anywhere] is because I get to see the most amazing people ever on an almost-daily basis.

What's gonna happen when they leave?

Maybe I should've left it at what it was before. Not get too close to any of them. But I couldn't help it. They're too awesome. ♥

Maybe I should have focused on the Grade 10s, since we'll more than likely be sharing English&French class. But I can't. I mean the best friend I had in grade 10 I barely talk to anymore.

+ My ex is in that class. And I don't want to deal with him. He's being an ass. [Especially with me. Not that I blame him, I've been a bitch. Cause he deserved it.]

And I'm not very close to anyone in grade 10.

But the grade 12s are a different story. I ♥ all of them. ALL of them. I'm gonna miss them.

And "dancing shitake mushrooms", I've left my grad invitation somewhere and I CAN'T find it DAMMIT!!!!

I gotta go anyways.

- Laters