Another Ruined Christmas.

Thanks a lot.

You Will Always be one of the Prettiest Girls I've Ever Met...

You will also always be one of the most conceited, shallow and insignificant ones, too.

- Love

My 2009 To-Do List

It seems impossible for me to write in a normal journal or to write down what I feel using a pen. I just feel like writing it in a book makes it so much more intimate, whereas writing it in this blog is out in the open. I have nothing to hide. I don't want to feel like I do.

Not many people know of this blog, and I would really like to keep it that way. I don't mind strangers reading this. What do they know about me? Nothing...

Many thoughts of mine could be hurtful to the people around me. That's not something I like to do...hurt people, that is. Sometimes, it just helps to get everything out of your system.

Either way, I have some New Years resolutions, and even though it's just Christmas' Eve, I will post them today. I don't trust myself to write here again before New Year's.

So here goes:
- Have more faith in the people I know.
- Be more agreeable.
- Focus on school work and reading.
- Strive for better health, whether mental or physical.
- Be helpful, more so than I already am.
- Be more understanding of other people and of the differences that divide us.
- Let go of the things that have hurt me in the past.
- Forgive the people who have hurt me, if they are repentant and demonstrate a will to change.
- Look presentable at all times.
- Work hard.
- Have more fun and go out with my friends more often.
- Spend as little as possible, while not forgetting to buy food and a cute dress for this year's grad.
- Have more respect for my peers and their opinions whether or not I agree with them