It Went To His Head

Oh My Freakin God. Today was just so...ugh.

I realised that

#1 --> I always put myself in potentially hurtful situations. Most of those situations involve guys. And most of the time, it's unrequited feelings on my or the guy's part that makes them potentially hurtful.

#2 --> Holy Crap, what the hell was I thinking when I decided to go out with that guy? I mean, he spent the day telling everyone not to get a girl to calm down, just because she was gonna beat up some dude that he doesn't like at all. Seriously, we all know they hate each other, but not only is he being an instigating piece of shit by doing that [and actually telling her how to beat him up], but he's also being a real dumbass. He's making himself sound like he wants her to beat the guy up cause he doesn't have the balls to do it. I told him, too, that if he hated the guy that much he should just do it himself. And then told him to shut up when he was telling her to smash his head against the wall. And he gave me "the finger". :o Wow, nice comeback.

Oh, and the guy called me a whore today because I took away his bottle cap. He was using the bottle as a projectile [the cap] launcher on my friends. I threw it away. And he said something along the lines of "that whore". Meh, he's just frustrated cause he never got any from me when we were together :]. Nyahahahahahaha!

#3 --> Yoga is the best therapy around. I always feel like sleeping, leaving the gym.

#4 --> I am now on that level. The one where it *is* possible not to give a shit about someone you used to care about. And I'm over the drama. Of course, life is boring without it...but I don't want any part of it.

ANYWAYS. Gonna go watch Poseidon now.

- Laters