It's Christmas day today. I have spent my morning on the phone with family members, been this close to crying about three times already. My grandmother is extremely sad today, because it's her first Christmas without her husband (they had been married for 60 years when he passed away this January). My aunt is sad and angry because my uncle passed away this September and she feels everyone's abandoned. My mother is not feeling well. To be completely honest, neither am I.
I always end up being sad on Christmas. If it's not on the 24th, it's the 25th. Ever since we moved here, Christmas has been horrible. If it's not fights, it's tears.
Christmas just isn't going to be good anymore. I don't see how it could ever be like it was before [we moved here], not now, after 5 Christmas eves and days spent away from the rest of my family.
I hope your holidays are better than mine
Hopefully, the rest of my little vacation will go better than the first 3 days.
Later.
-Happy Holidays
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