Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Happy New Year

Alright. So what a way to start the year! Everyone I know except for, well...my friends, wants me to break up with my boyfriend. I've got a couple people just waiting to say "I told you so".

Which brings me to this conclusion: You have got to be an insensitive jerk to wish a girl pain just so you can brag about how you were right about everything all along. Seriously! "Oh yeah, I can't wait til they break up! Who cares if she's gonna be sad and depressed and hurt! I just wanna tell her I told her so, even if it's just gonna make her feel worse and make her think I am the biggest asshole on the planet! As long as I'm right and she knows it! Uhhuh!" Kinda makes me sad, really. I still have a hard time believing that you can act like that and not feel remorse. I've seen my share of relationships that *I* thought weren't gonna work but I never said anything about it and I never EVER told someone "I told you so".

Anyways. So since everyone wants us to break up, everyone [except his sisters, who are my friends and always tell me when he does something , ahem, not very smart :P] comes up to me with details or things that I already know happened , just to make me sad and angry :). Fun, eh?

Anywho, I don't know what I'm going to do now. I don't know what's going to happen. But I am not breaking up with him. If he wants out, then fine. But personally, I just want things to be exactly as they were before Christmas break.

In other news, I am getting a haircut tomorrow. I was gonna go for something totally different, but I don't feel like it anymore. I'm just gonna get it trimmed, layered. Get my bangs fixed. And then I have to go to the bank, check my account, make sure my interest rate is not awful. Reactivate my card, cause it's demagnetised...

So I'm gonna go to bed. I need sleep. I don't wanna look like a zombie tomorrow. :)

-Happy New Year!

P.S. --> My Apple earphones and my HotTopic order are in Canada! Apple is in Edmonton. Hot Topic is somewhere in the country :P. Laters.

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