Watch The Sky Much?

So this morning I was feeling down when I got up. I didn't have anything to do and I was bored.
Started thinking about recent events and figured that I might as well end it the way it started for me. Walk in the forest.

The walk was a lot more fun this time around, though. Last time I was this 16-year-old who liked a guy who she was sure didn't feel that way about her, and was just 100% sure that nothing would ever happen between them. And this morning I was this 17-year-old girl who, after going out with and breaking up with said guy, realised that she was just better off not having to worry about anything but herself anymore.

Really, I am too young for that kind of stress. Wondering what I've done wrong. I haven't done anything wrong.

So after I figured that out, I found this sort of hill in the middle of nowhere. And I decided that even though everything is covered in snow and it was really cold outside, "now would be a good time to just lie down right here and watch the clouds go by". I have to say, really, that I hadn't done it in about 4 years. I should do that more often. It was fun. I had my sad, emo, acoustic music playing and I was just watching the clouds go by. Just the kind of thing that makes me really peaceful, somewhat.

I feel much better now. I guess a walk in the woods was all I needed all along.

Anywho, I am gonna go study now. I still have one final to go before this semester is over. I went to a friend's house yesterday with another friend and the three of us studied, but we kind of talked and joked around ,too. It was awesome, but we only got through 3 books, haha. In 3 hours. :P.

- Laters

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are opened up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know, my dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that's dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine.

Hey, oh
Here I am
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin

Any type of love - it will be shown
Like every single tree reaches for the sky
If you're gonna fall, I'll let you know
That I will pick you up like you for I
I felt this thing, I can't replace
Where everyone was working for this goal
Where all the children left without a trace
Only to come back, as pure as gold
To recite this all.

Hey, oh,
Here I am
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin
Tonight, hey, oh
Here I am
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin
Tonight, hey, oh
Here I am
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin

I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me

Hey, oh,
Here I am (do this with me)
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hey, oh
Here I am (do this with me)
And here we go
Life's waiting to begin
Life's waiting to begin...