He's already with another girl [the one I worried he liked actually], he wanted to stay friends but said it was annoying that I talked to him. Oh and he "never liked me".
This is what I talked about with my sources today. And you have no idea what it felt like to realise that I truly didn't give anymore. I do not care :). It feels awesome. I don't know if he thought he was hurting me or anything. But when I heard all of this stuff, all I could do was laugh. Not only is it incredibly ironic that everything I thought was going to happen happened, but how stupid does the stuff he said sound? If he never liked me, he never should've asked me out in the first place, gahd :P. It's great that now, if I ever think about him...I feel nothing.
Anyways, I have been hyper most of the day because of my moment of epiphany. That and because I know what my final marks are in every subject. And because I bought myself stuff. And because today, I realised that I am not half as anti-social as I used to be. I actually like talking to people now.
I'm still wondering what I'll be doing for Anti-Valentine's. I wanted to go to the movies and throw popcorn at couples, but that's sort of immature and just plain mean really. I'm not gonna intrude in 2 people's date by throwing stuff at them.
We'll all probably go see a movie anyways, since we won't have dates :P... Unlesssssssss :D. Nah. A date might lead to something more and I just don't have time at all right now. This semester if going to be hell. I'm actually pretty happy I'm alone now.
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