Look At The Mess We Made Tonight...

Alright. I'm going to try to make this a non-lyrical post. I was looking for something that described how I'm feeling today, but nothing really fits my mood.

Blogging just isn't what it used to be for me...

So anyways...today was a good day, I guess. I've been hyper for most of the day [except for...well...right now]. I actually went outside a couple of times [with a friend] and we jumped around like two idiots on speed. It was hilarious. Lots of fun :). I have to say that I don't think I've ever laughed as hard.

Except maybe in Physics. We always have so much fun. There's always something funny waiting to happen [like last semester when I almost choked to death on water+crystal-light when that joke about the crystal meth was made. *sigh* Good Times...I miss last semester, everything was so perfect back then...].

Today, once again, I started laughing like a maniac and could not stop. I have a new laugh every day for some reason, and it's always ridiculously stupid. This morning, I actually squeaked beacuse I stopped breathing for a second when I was laughing [although I think that was in Chemistry or Biology].

Overall, today was one of those hyper days. I was in a good mood pretty much all day.

Tonight is a different story though. I feel sort of sick. And I can barely eat [I'm probably like this girl I know. She goes through phases like that when she's confused or stressed. Probably my problem]. I have not done my homework yet [I am about to start working on it, though]. I'm just...not okay, I guess. I feel sort of alone :). Like as much as everyone wants to be or is there, it doesn't change anything for me. I feel like no one understands me [but I know that's not true. Someone somewhere *must* be able to understand me...].

Anyways, in other news, the new [girl] student who just arrived at our school and who was in grade 11 with us is now in grade 10 [she didn't have all the classes she needed to be in grade 11. Poor her, she was in Chemistry 20 with us and she's never done any of it before. Never had chemistry :s].

And I take back what I said about this being a non-lyrical post, Haha.

Piece by piece, and bit by bit
I'll break this down for you, real slow
But I can't whisper all of this
And I can't seem to let this go

So I'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
I'll watch the matches, turn to ashes

I can tell as you turn,
I smell the sulfur so clear
And fire's a beautiful sound
And the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
And ashes just fall to the ground
Yeah we're only ashes

Part and part and inch by inch
You'll have your mile when its through
Incinerate whats left of this
And torch the part of me that's you

So I'll watch the matches, turn to ashes

I can tell as you turn,
I smell the sulfur so clear
And fire's a beautiful sound
And the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
And ashes just fall to the ground
Yeah we're only ashes

I can tell as you turn,
I smell the sulfur so clear
And fire's a beautiful sound
And the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
And ashes just fall to the ground
Yeah we're only ashes

- Toodles