Like You Like An Arsonist

I swear, twenty minutes ago TOPS, I could see enormous amounts of smoke emanating from somewhere close but far North-West of my house [North-West from my point of view in my backyard]. It's still there, coming out in clouds. The fire is still going on, I think. I can hear a firetruck right now, speeding its way over there to reach it in case it gets out of control. The bush is on fire. The woods, basically. 200, 300 meters so far. There's a helicopter over my house right now, also on its way over there. One, maybe two. Sounds like it at least. It's crazy how muhc it smells like smoke. I don't like it.

I'm currently drinking lemonade [Water+ Lemon-Lime Crystal Light]. And I'm in an 'OK' mood, I guess.

For the third time in 8 days, my ex was sitting next to me on the bus. I'm always on the bus before he gets there, so it's my decision of he gets to sit with me or not. Today, he's just like "Hey pretty lady, can I?" and when I don't respond, he says "It's your decision". I said yes, cause I'm not bitchy enough to say no just because he's my ex. The we joked around about me controlling him. He asked if I was saying I could. I had this urge to answer "Obviously not, cause things wouldn't be this way if I were able to", but I figured I was better off just saying "No". I'd kind of like being "friendly" with him. Maybe friends, but not necessarily. As long as he's not calling me a bitch behind my back, and I don't have the urge to call him an asshole.

Supposedly, he thinks I want him back. I can't say I never thought about it. I mean, I did. Especially right after we broke up. But now...I dunno. I don't think so. I don't think it would be a wise choice. Oh, and my friends wouldn't LET me do it :P

In other recent news, it is getting more and more obvious that the guy I like doesn't like me back, and I am therefore declaring forfeit.

I'm now gonna go do something. Somewhere. I dunno.

- Adieu