She Wonders If She Was High...

...when she wrote that godawful thing that almost sounds like a poem. It's called free writing. But it's horrible.

On a more joyous note, I've been hearing some rumours about an ex and about a potential and they're not making me very happy. I've therefore decided to give up on the potential and forget the ex again. I had a flashback moment of the days when all the trouble mattered and they made me weak in the knees, not in the good sense of the term. Not the "I love you" weak in the knees, unfortunately....or fortunately. I would be signing myself up for therapy or begging to be locked up in an asylum if it were that.

Basically, I'm free!

Now I only need to get rid of everyone on this planet, so I'll finally be able to have a moment alone with yours truly. And then maybe I'll finally have peace. For a second, completely alone in an empty world. Maybe I should move to the middle of the tropical forest....then again, I'm caucasian and my immune system is only average. I hate heat. I could never ever live in the rainforest... Hmm, maybe the North pole. I'll think about it.

Tomorrow is Monday, the day of the moon. Never thought of it before, but maybe that's why I'm always so goddamn tired on Mondays. Moonday. Moo. Like a cow! A cow! Something I've been called, apparently, behind my back. Meh, whatever. Maybe I am. :P Or NOT.

So this year is almost over. I've decided which classes I'm taking next year [and this summer].
French 30 for 5 credits
English 30 for 5 credits [Most awesome teacher ever is LEAVING this summer :( ]
Social Studies 30 for 5 credits
Biology 30 for 5 credits
Chemistry 30 for 5 credits
Math Pure 30 for 5 credits
FPS 35 for 3 credits
Drama 20 for 5 credits
Psychology 20 for 5 credits (or 3...not too sure)
Gym 20 for 5 credits
MAYBE Psychology 30 for 3 or 5 credits

I'm finishing grade 12 with over 115 credits minimum. And max is 137, I think :P That's what I'm aiming for.

Sometimes, it hits me how awesome I can be. It's sad that it doesn't happen often though.

Laters :]