I guess it's the perfect ending to the worst year. I lose a person who used to mean so much to me. You said that I remember every horrible thing you did but that I forget evey stupid thing he's done. I don't. I don't remember everything you did, at least not the bad things.
I remember that one time when you were singing "Physical" and you hit your funny bone on my desk, in English class. We stilll laugh about it sometimes, you know. When someone hits their funny bone on, well, pretty much anything, the first thing we usually say is "Remember that one time, in English class"...
I remember one time we were in class, in Grade 8. The teacher was gone, and you just started singing that [incredibly annoying] Austin Powers song, and got the whole class to clap along with you.
How about when we were talking about how Grade 10 was such a soap-opera year for our class. That was this year. Just a few months ago. We were friends back then...or were we...
The last conversation I had with you, when you found out that I was "officially" going out with him. Remember that? That was the first time you actually seemed to care about me at all. Except maybe for that one time when you, me, Flo, Jojo and Erika were in the girls' bathroom. And I was basically crying my little heart out sitting on that cold floor, Flo right next to me, also crying. And you said we were friends. I remember answering "no". But to be completely honest, that's just because I was freakin heartbroken. I got over it fast, though.
I don't remember everything you've done that made me sad, like I don't remember everything you did that made me laugh. My memory just isn't that good.
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I really liked having you as a friend, if you can call it that...It's sad for me to think that we'll never be that way again.
I really hope everything turns out ok for you. Even if you don't care. Even if you hate me... Don't do anything too stupid, please.
Goodbye :)
Edit : I decided to change the colour of this post so that it matches the rest of them. Why should you I care about you when you don't even deserve it.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
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*tear*...
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