When *I* Was Young...

-Sigh-

How do I even start this post.

-Sigh-

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I was on MSN as usual last night when I realised that I am a heck of a lot more screwed up than I think I am. Not in a perverted or sick kind of way. I just have a lot more issues than I thought I did.

We can add to the list again. This time it's "Used to people leaving". Gahd, I could fill a whole book with all my problems.

I'm mostly amazed by the fact that I expect people to leave. Like when my parents leave, I don't really miss them anymore because I am so used to the fact that..well...people leave. If they don't leave, they die. And if they don't die, then you're the one who has to leave them.

Funny thing is, I know I have issues but I'm not depressed. My problems don't actually matter to me. Because I can fix them. By Myself. Like the trust thing. How I can't trust people, and I haven't been able to ever since we moved here. Well it's pretty much gone now.

Oh well.

So this morning, I was in my bed, sleeping. It was great.

And then my mom called.

*Three* times. In a row. Until I picked up the goddamn phone.

So I'm awake now. I guess that's a good thing since I have to finish my Social Studies homework. And I have a lot. 42 questions [I'm already done a few]. And then at least 6 pages on word for those "Chapter homework" things.

And my parents are here. Don't know where they were before but now they are here.

Anywho, I am gonna go do something.

- Bye